Lost

Apology

We agreed on how things would be
I didn’t think you were one to try and deceive
Causing you pain wasn’t what I was trying to do
You are friend, and I care about you
I am sorry if you feel betrayed
I regret that I’ve made you feel this way.

Nov 23, 2019

there-is-still-some-liquor-left:

a body count not as in homicide nor as in sexuality but as in the trail of people from my childhood and adolescence i should’ve been a better friend to and taken better care of but i was too busy being caught up in my own heartache to recognize their own and therefore our relationship tapered off in an extremely unsatisfying way that continuously manifests itself as a thrumming sense of grief in my chest. anyway which restaurant chains have the best free pre-meal bread?

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Oct 27, 2019

"You have to find the right distance between people. Too close, and they overwhelm you, too far and they abandon you."

- Hanif Kureishi
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Oct 05, 2019

I think I purposefully fall in love with people who can never love me back.

CSC inner thoughts

Oct 05, 2019

…debatedly…

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Sep 21, 2019

"I was watching the office and began laughing and then I got sad because I’m not actually happy, and then I laughed at the absurdity of it all."

- Clarke

Sep 20, 2019

"Let me see you for just a moment.
The real you that you hide behind the curtain of your fake smile.
Let me see the crumbling walls, the burnt remains of what used to be before life began to fight back.
No, this isn’t for my ego.
No, it doesn’t make me happy to see you hurt.
Trust that its crucial that I see your smile.
But I want the real one.
This facade doesn’t satisfy me.
I know deep down you’re not satisfied either.
At the very least, even if we can’t reclaim or rebuild everything-
At least let’s get started on moving that curtain.
Beloved, I won’t let you be alone."